Bahagia aku melihat degupan jantungnya

Semalam I went to the clinic. buat ultrasounds coz im very anxious nak tgk baby dlm kandungan ni. dlm hati kate, "kalau dh dpt tgk jantungnya berdegup lega rase hati". Melalui pembacaan, ultrasound ni safe for pregnant women n baby. so off we went (my hubby n i) ke klinik swasta berhampiran dgn umah. kitorang dh biase p klinik ni.

Doc lelaki, dia tye bile last period n dia kate baby dh 10 weeks n 2 days. another 2 weeks and then, habisla 1st trimester. cepatla abis 1st trimester nih coz tak tahan dengan mabuk pregnancy nih! nantila cite ape mabuk pregnancy (morning sickness) tht i've experienced. so dia n pembantu dia pun scan. muler2 dia scan tu nampak uri. so, dia try another position. nampak dah baby tu! adoi, seronoknyer rase. bersyukur...then, i cakap dgn doc nk tgk jantungnye, doc pun cari2 jumpela jantungnyer berdegup kencang. i can see it with my own eyes n i felt like crying but tak cry la. obvious nampak jantung dia berdegup. doc scan2 la sambil bgtau ni kepala dia, kaki n tangan dia tak nampak sgt coz kecik lg. pastu, doc plak cam excited "ha tu, awak nampak tak dia bergerak ke depan?". seronoknyer...doc tu demo camne bby tu gerak ke depan.
ok, dh puas hati n bersyukur baby sihat. tak sangka ada makhluk Allah dalam rahimku. bahagia rasenyer. doc printkan gambar scan tu. i tunjuk kat hubby gambar scan tu, senyum je dia. after ths, kalau nk p scan pun, nk tgu bile dh 6,7 bulan nk tgk sex of the baby. bile dh tau sex of the baby baru blh beli baju dia sume. tp mybe kena prepare baju 4 both girl n boy kot tak pun pinjam baju anak kakak. time nk scan 6,7 bln tu hubby wajib kena masuk sekali, tgk sekali nti sure dia teruja. apepun, we hope Allah mempermudahkan segala urusan n baby dlm kandungan ku ini dpat dilahirkan dengan selamat insyaallah...

Morning sickness nk kate teruk sgt sampai tak blh p keje tu takdela.syukur tidak terlalu teruk.tapi terseksa jugakla. loya and muntah tu memang hari2 wajib kena. selera makan pun kurang. pening sekali sekala. if rase ngidam nk makan somethg, bile dh dpt tu, makan skit je coz tak selera padahal beria-ria nk makan benda tu. i cant stand burger! any kind of burger esp burger McD.even teringat pun blh buat rase loya n mual. mmg pelik. lauk masak lemak cili padi pun tak blh nk consume sgt coz pasti akan terkeluar semula. geli...tak selera makan masakan sendiri tp kalau org lain yg masak rase sgt menyelerakan masakn org tu esp masakan mak n mak mertua. sayang both of them very much. i ngidam nk makan ape2 pasti diorang masakkan. ade couple, if wife pregnant, nti hubby yg mabuk n loya, tp hubby ku sihat walafiat jer tgk .
Naluri keibuanku kadang2 rase baby ni boy, kadang2 rase cam girl jer. jadi,buat mase ni naluri keibuanku tdk blh dipercayai. like, right now, naluri kate baby ni girl. tapi, taktaulakan...yg paling penting baby ini sihat.

Aku n hubby sayang sgt baby ni. we got married june 2008. now is 2010. we family planning dulu pun setahun lebih jgk coz we got married time study. akhirnyer, setelah 4 bln kami bekerja sbg guru and mempunyai pendapatan sendiri, i got pregnant.feel like, just nice...it came at the right moment. syukur alhamdulillah....

Lamer giler

Lamer giler dah tak update blog ni. Ala, macamla ade orang nak baca pun. Sangatla pessimistic punya kenyataan. hahah

Erm...now my hubby and i work mencari rezeki di suatu tempat yang kepadatan n traffic jam nyer boleh tahan hebat that is in Puchong. Yes, PUCHONG. Adeh, tak penah ku sangka that i'll be orang Puchong sekarang ni. Puchong. Puchong. Puchong. Buaya Puchong. Dulukan, Puchong penah popular bcoz of this. Actly, still adapt lagi untuk menjadi org Puchong. The facilities, so great here. Dekat dgn banyak shopping mall, IOI, JJ Equine, Summit USJ, Sunway Pyramid sumer tapi sume2 tu no big deal sgt for me coz i bkn kaki rewang n giler shopping. Selalunyer, i shopping kat OTK Puchong Prima jer ok...haha. Sometimes, many times jgk sebenarnyer, i wish that i live in Bandar Baru Bangi instead of here in Puchong. Not bcoz of my parents live there, but i was raised there and most importantly, i feel at home there and the traffic jam wasn't soo bad there. Gila kau, kat Bangi i berani drive merata-rata pun tp kat sini, alahai...tak berani lagi sebenarnyer. Bila la nk brani. Erm, kalau terpaksa berani kot.

Here in Puchong, i only berani drive to and from school. My school is at Batu 14. About 2 km jer from my umah sewa. Hubby's school plak bout 3 or 4 km dari umah but dia naik motor p sekolah. Plan nak beli umah teres 2 tingkat sekitar Puchong Utama but taktau lagi so dok la dulu umah sewa ni. Anak pun belum ade lagi rite. InsyaALLAH, one day we'll be parents. Ade ramai couple yg tunggu bertahun-tahun baru dpt anak so tak perlulah tensen2 takde anak lagi. Lagi pun, sekarang my hubby and i sgt enjoy ourselves being together. Sometimes, betol2 rasa macam newlyweds. 1 year and a half,quite new la jgk kan...

Almost evryday i masak ok. This is a big deal for me ok coz from my observation, tak ramai wanita bercareer sanggup masak hari2. But then, i have to...ikhlas ok sebenarnyer n sgt hepi tengok hubby makan ape kiter masak dgn berselera. Ade la jgk dia complain kurang pedas. Selalunyer, itu la yg dia complain. So, biler masak tu i'll make sure cukup pedas, mesti ade sayur n mesti ade dish yg berkuah ok. Dengan 3 kriteria itu, i'll be cooking somethg like this 'kurma ayam for the kuah, ikan bilis goreng berlada for the pedas n sayur kacang goreng for the sayur' or 'tomyam for the kuah n sayur n ayam sambal for the pedas. Quite tiring la jgk kan. Then, bila d nite before hubby dah mention nasi lemak i pun masakla walaupun plan nk masak lain ikut kpd bahan2 yg ade dlm peti ais tu. But, being a flexibel woman, haha, flexibel la sgt, modify la skit resepi nasi lemak tu. And evryday, i'll be preparing breakfast for him n tapaukan kan hubby dgn sedikit bekalan makanan. Bila terlebih rajin plak, i'll make popia or bergedel yg blh tahan dlm freeze untuk bbrp hari. Ade sekali, tu, terlebih budget, tersalah perkiraan la, buat bergedel byk sgt la plak sampai bole tahan 2, 3 mgu. Tapi, ok la, takde plak sakit perut ke ape.

I only get Saturday off. Off dari cooking coz that's the day we went out to buy bahan2 mentah for the next week. I should thank my mother most of all coz selalu paksa i tolong dia masak n buat kejer2 umah yg lain masa i budak2 dulu. Bcoz of your paksaan mak, my hubby benefits soo much from it. Patutnyer, i ni jadi fulltime housewife jer ok. Sangat sesuai. But... i want to have my OWN money. Yes, duit sendiri. Kita simpan byk2 dlm ASB n Tabung Haji nanti bole beli umah n p haji one day insyaALLAH. So, here i am. Half time housewife n half time teacher...earning my own money n enjoying myself making my husband happy by keeping a nice comfortable home with foods yg sedia terhidang dibawah tudung saji evrytime u came back from work.

That's it for now. I'm grateful for what i have now and most of all, i love my husband very much. As long as he's happy, i'm happy. My life revolves around him now. People might think, it's boooring...but i enjoy it very much coz i'm not d outgoing n social type and he's d one who truly understand me n accept me for who I am.

Cerita melayu and I

The truth is I used not to like watching Malay movies or Malay drama or Malay soap operas. I only like watching English movies. Basically, anything in English and made in USA. Huh, macam tak sedar diri je diri sendiri tu Melayu,heheh…and the truth is, I cannot really say that I am PROUD to be a Malay. Not that I want to be ‘a mat salleh’ because I like watching English programs or to be any other races, I just feel like race or ‘bangsa’ sometimes can be un-practical and it makes things complicated. There are things in Malay culture that I don’t agree with but I don’t want to mention them as they might offend some people. Being a Muslim is another story and I am very grateful to Allah that I was born a Muslim.

Tapi, baru-baru ade satu siri Melayu yang benar2 memikat hati. NUR KASIH. Best nye crite tu. Serious BEST! Ha, that’s my main point…I love NUR KASIH series. Setiap Jumaat, 9.00 – 10.00 malam di TV3. Diri ini actually mengikuti setiap episode soap opera Melayu? Biar betol…

Memori zaman study

Tetiba teringat zaman mase study di UUM dulu. Byk gak memories kat sane. Time study di IPG dulu pun byk memories gak. Bila2 teringat I feel like writing about it. I jenis yang sensitive but not as sensitive as my hubby lah (hmm…dua dua pun sensitive). Both of us dua dua sensitive dgn perangai manusia dan apa yang diperkatakan oleh manusia.

Adelah satu hari ni mase sem 5 kot coz time tu we were not engaged yet. In between gap class yang agak lame, kitorang selalu p Mall then p lunch as either café kolej Petronas, Eon or Guthrie. Sekarang dh tak panggil kolej kan tapi DPP as in Dewan Penginapan Pelajar. So, dari Mall we pun p la café kolej ***** for lunch. As a short cut to go there, we kena lalu satu laluan tak rasmi yang kena turun bukit n langkah longkang kecik. Laluan ni sebelah je dgn asrama lelaki kolej *****.

Mase nak turun tu, I agak slow skit la coz pakai baju kurung kan, hubby lak (time tu boyfriend) dah selamat turun. So dia pun tunggu la I turun plak. I nampak ade 2 org budak laki pandang kitorang. Tak kisahla, biasala tu orang pandang, takde yg peliknya. Bila kaki nak melangkah masuk ke dlm café tu, tetiba terdengar suara lelaki “Pernikahan adalah digalakkan dikalangan mahasiswa”. One of the budak lelaki tu yg cakap rupanya. Ingat kitorang tak dengar? Obviously dia tujukan kata2 tu kat kitorang kan coz time tu takde orang lain pun except us. Tapi, kitorang tak melawan ke ape just trus masuk café tu n makan. But, as usual when ths thing happened, we talked about it from every angles coz bengang jugak lah dgn kata2 that guy yg kitorang tak kenal pun…ntahsapentah.

Our theory senang je, dia jealous. JEALOUS. And dia takde girlfren, if ade takkan cakap gitu kot. Eleh, one day bila dia ade girlfren, time kat UUM plak tu, baru dia tau! Ishhh, tu la before cakap ape2 pandang2 la org keliling ni tak main hentam je cakap. If jealous tu normal la kan, tapi diam2 je la kan Tapi, takpela, we forgive him. Cuma bila teringat rase cam sakit hati jugakla. Ala, time tu kitorang memang la lum kawen tapi nak kawen. Hujung sem tu we pun btunang. Akhir sem 6 kawen. Syukur…

Ayah yang risau

As my hubby and I still live with my parents in Bangi, if we want to go out, we usually tell them 1st like “mak, pergi dulu ek, ade pesan ape2?”. So, yesterday my hubby and I keluar la. Plannya just nak p Warta Bangi je nk beli kasut and sandal sepasang. Then, we p lunch kat Old Town White Coffee Bangi. Hubby suke betol dgn coffee nya. Habisla, addict dah dia dgn coffee Old Town. Then, we buat decision nak p Alamanda tapi td kat umah I just cakap dgn my parents nak p Warta je tak cakap pun nk p Alamanda. Tapi, tak kisahla p jela kan.

Jalan2 Alamanda sampaila kul 4 lebih. Then, on d way balik umah ayah call gini…
Ayah: “Hello, Kakngah kat mane ni?”
Me: “Aaa…on d way nk balik nie”
Ayah: ”Ooo…okay, ayah ingat kat mane td.ok bye”

See, I’m married. P kuar dgn hubby tp still ayah risau bile balik lambat skit. Hmmm…dah kawen pun parents kita still risau tentang kita kan…I’m grateful to have parents like that…walaupun tanggungjawab parents seorang anak perempuan dah berpindah kpd suami once d girl kawen, tp still d parents risau about d daughter…hepi