Lamer giler dah tak update blog ni. Ala, macamla ade orang nak baca pun. Sangatla pessimistic punya kenyataan. hahah
Erm...now my hubby and i work mencari rezeki di suatu tempat yang kepadatan n traffic jam nyer boleh tahan hebat that is in Puchong. Yes, PUCHONG. Adeh, tak penah ku sangka that i'll be orang Puchong sekarang ni. Puchong. Puchong. Puchong. Buaya Puchong. Dulukan, Puchong penah popular bcoz of this. Actly, still adapt lagi untuk menjadi org Puchong. The facilities, so great here. Dekat dgn banyak shopping mall, IOI, JJ Equine, Summit USJ, Sunway Pyramid sumer tapi sume2 tu no big deal sgt for me coz i bkn kaki rewang n giler shopping. Selalunyer, i shopping kat OTK Puchong Prima jer ok...haha. Sometimes, many times jgk sebenarnyer, i wish that i live in Bandar Baru Bangi instead of here in Puchong. Not bcoz of my parents live there, but i was raised there and most importantly, i feel at home there and the traffic jam wasn't soo bad there. Gila kau, kat Bangi i berani drive merata-rata pun tp kat sini, alahai...tak berani lagi sebenarnyer. Bila la nk brani. Erm, kalau terpaksa berani kot.
Here in Puchong, i only berani drive to and from school. My school is at Batu 14. About 2 km jer from my umah sewa. Hubby's school plak bout 3 or 4 km dari umah but dia naik motor p sekolah. Plan nak beli umah teres 2 tingkat sekitar Puchong Utama but taktau lagi so dok la dulu umah sewa ni. Anak pun belum ade lagi rite. InsyaALLAH, one day we'll be parents. Ade ramai couple yg tunggu bertahun-tahun baru dpt anak so tak perlulah tensen2 takde anak lagi. Lagi pun, sekarang my hubby and i sgt enjoy ourselves being together. Sometimes, betol2 rasa macam newlyweds. 1 year and a half,quite new la jgk kan...
Almost evryday i masak ok. This is a big deal for me ok coz from my observation, tak ramai wanita bercareer sanggup masak hari2. But then, i have to...ikhlas ok sebenarnyer n sgt hepi tengok hubby makan ape kiter masak dgn berselera. Ade la jgk dia complain kurang pedas. Selalunyer, itu la yg dia complain. So, biler masak tu i'll make sure cukup pedas, mesti ade sayur n mesti ade dish yg berkuah ok. Dengan 3 kriteria itu, i'll be cooking somethg like this 'kurma ayam for the kuah, ikan bilis goreng berlada for the pedas n sayur kacang goreng for the sayur' or 'tomyam for the kuah n sayur n ayam sambal for the pedas. Quite tiring la jgk kan. Then, bila d nite before hubby dah mention nasi lemak i pun masakla walaupun plan nk masak lain ikut kpd bahan2 yg ade dlm peti ais tu. But, being a flexibel woman, haha, flexibel la sgt, modify la skit resepi nasi lemak tu. And evryday, i'll be preparing breakfast for him n tapaukan kan hubby dgn sedikit bekalan makanan. Bila terlebih rajin plak, i'll make popia or bergedel yg blh tahan dlm freeze untuk bbrp hari. Ade sekali, tu, terlebih budget, tersalah perkiraan la, buat bergedel byk sgt la plak sampai bole tahan 2, 3 mgu. Tapi, ok la, takde plak sakit perut ke ape.
I only get Saturday off. Off dari cooking coz that's the day we went out to buy bahan2 mentah for the next week. I should thank my mother most of all coz selalu paksa i tolong dia masak n buat kejer2 umah yg lain masa i budak2 dulu. Bcoz of your paksaan mak, my hubby benefits soo much from it. Patutnyer, i ni jadi fulltime housewife jer ok. Sangat sesuai. But... i want to have my OWN money. Yes, duit sendiri. Kita simpan byk2 dlm ASB n Tabung Haji nanti bole beli umah n p haji one day insyaALLAH. So, here i am. Half time housewife n half time teacher...earning my own money n enjoying myself making my husband happy by keeping a nice comfortable home with foods yg sedia terhidang dibawah tudung saji evrytime u came back from work.
That's it for now. I'm grateful for what i have now and most of all, i love my husband very much. As long as he's happy, i'm happy. My life revolves around him now. People might think, it's boooring...but i enjoy it very much coz i'm not d outgoing n social type and he's d one who truly understand me n accept me for who I am.
People may say being a teacher is easy. Yela kan..cikgu pukul 1pm or 1.30pm dah boleh balik dah.paling lewat pun if ade meeting pukul 2 pm lebih dah boleh balik dah. Sekali sekala je ade activity sukan petang2. Cuti sekolah pun cuti ape. That’s why people said it’s easy being a teacher.
Yeah, I admit that it puzzled me and sometimes scared me to see some people go to work very early in the morning and only come back at like 8pm. But then again, being a teacher we deal with students aka children. For primary school, we deal with kiddos. For secondary school we deal with teenagers. I am primary school teacher. Given a choice, I will choose to teach primary school. Why? For me, personally, although I have to deal with those students who are not interested to learn and give you hell, but, when you teach those who are interested to learn and are well-behaved, it gives you indescribable satisfaction that will make you smile at the end of the day. Satisfaction like no other…because these students are young and Iprefer to teach young learners.
As teacher, I tend to remember students who are clever and well-behaved. I remember them with a smile on my face and pray that they will continue to be good students/good sons/good daughters/good muslim (for muslims) and ‘jadi orang yg berguna’ and I silently congratulating their parents…congratulations! Why? You are able to produce and bring up a son/daughter that in my opinion will make you feel grateful to god.
Sometimes, I do meet parents of these well-behaved students, I wanted to say to them, “Anak encik/puan ni baik. Pandai encik/puan mendidiknya. Tahniah…”. But, I didn’t. I only said it in my heart. I also tend to remember the naughty ones who always give you trouble. I remember them but not with a smile on my face. I silently pray that these students one day will value education and please don’t be a mat rempit/drug addict/bohsia, etc. Family background plays a very big role in building the students’ characters and attitudes. Do take care of your children parents…so they won’t give teachers at school so much trouble.
If you think it’s easy being a teacher. Think again. Do you dare to control a class of 35 to 40 students in it? Sometimes, I feel more like a babysitter than a teacher. Controlling the students takes so much of your time and energy. That’s why teacher sometimes punish students who are not so well=behaved, they get on our nerve and only gives us trouble and disturb the teaching and learning process in class. Which teacher like such students? No one. Period. If only every students had a dream of furthering their studies in university, then they will be interested to learn and will be a well-behaved student. Then teacher’s duty to teach students will run smoothly and effectively. Haha! Dream on! Not every student is interested to learn or furthering their studies in university. Oh well, kalau semua orang dah jadi orang terpelajar nanti dah takde nilai lagila ‘terpelajar’ tu, rite? Then, siape pulak nak jadi those occupation that don’t required high education qualification like buruh and such. Then, kite pun terpaksa lah import pekerja2 asing jadi buruh, etc.
Oh well, whatever it is. I love being a teacher and I love teaching. Kena banyak sabar jadi cikgu ni. Sabar dengan perangai students yg pelbagai ragam dan pelbagai latar belakang. And don’t ever think it’s easy to become a teacher. It never is. Kerja pejabat lagi senang rasenya…